seeing is not believing

flame_fairy @ 2004-12-05T15:04:00

2004-12-05T23:08:59Z

New lj, add it! _marebear _

its gonna be friends only. k bye

hmm, interesting

2004-12-05T21:02:28Z

saturday school was fun, me and christine drew pictures of each other, it was funny.
we almost got a puppy last night. they were pit bull/lab mix. they were SO cute, but according to my mom we can only get one if "they stay that small and they don't pee or poop" soooo in the basket the puppy went!, but my cusin was gonna buy one for his wife. but "practocality came into play"

alrighty thats all for now i suppose. ttyl!

flame_fairy @ 2004-12-02T20:07:00

2004-12-03T04:14:17Z

well hello there, it has been a while sense i updated,

today was pretty good, hun out with lia and steph and trev-to the-er today after school which was awsome!, christine dissapeard after school or she would be with us as well!

lol "we DANCCCCCHHHHH" tehehe

uhm, we came to my house that smelled like gross bacon, but once you got used to the rancid smell it was all good.

made them waffles while reading cosmo, hahahahahahah fun conversations "do you have inverted nipples?, you do don't you" "HELL YEA I DO!" lol good times

"SHE COUGHT A RAPIST WITH A STRAW!!!....A STRAW!" lol

so then i dropped sir trevor off, then stepheroner, then lia. then came home.

i had a weired convo with the manager at linens and things

she signed my work permit, so i asked if that ment i had the job, and she said she is only hiring for hours, idl what the HELLA that means. but basically i will find out tomorrow

alrighty that looks like a good enough update, so i will talk to you all later!

buh buye!

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-26T20:43:00

2004-11-27T05:07:49Z

i hope everyone had a good thanksgiving!, i did for the most part, got to eat sweet potatoes, and all that good stuff. Got to see my neice which was the highlight of the day. woke up this morning to my brothers dog licking my face, looked out side and it looked like a horror movie. it was hella foggy, and he has those big, dead, trees that look creepy.

so we came home and i guess my moms friend diane died of breast cancer, i don;t think they were close, but i guess they used to work together. So today kinda sucked for her. we were butting heads all day. and my dad called and told my mom to tell me that if i want to wair makeup that makes me look like a whore, then i can live in someone else's house with someone els's last name. so i am mad about that. but at the end of the day it kinda evened out, we went to gotshalks and i got a makeover, my mom spent 130 something dollers on both of us, and we got HELLA stuff for "free" we got two free masceras that have the two sides, like one lenghthens and one makes it black...we got TWO clear purs thingys, haha we got this big cluncky dish that my mom plans on regifting, it was funny. this big ass ugly dish and she goes "hmm, i wonder if anyone would know it was for free" it made me chuckel.

so tomorrow we are going shopping for a purse and all that. which i am surprised my mom is spending all this money on me. she spent 500 dollers on my car (breaks and tires) which i know now why my dad has NO problem taking the car away from me, the only reason is because my mom is the one paying for the car not him. if it was him paying for it, well then i would not be threatoned.

yea, my family situation really sucks right now. i had to ask my bro for 120 for my insurance. which was the hardest thing for me to do.

wow, this was a long entry. i have not updated in a long time so what did you expect?

to conclude my entry i will show you pics of my new kitten that i named WALTER! and my neice. tehehe

walter, i wub him

sam, i missed him so much. i am kinda thinking of taking him back.

the center peice i made in floriculture, if actually got used!

lillia with the big red wagon we got her, she ran ALL through the house with it. it was hilarious

wow, she looks like the terminator in this, lol. but she is still cute!

thanksgiving dinner, but for her it was more like....thanksgiving goo. lol

haha, auntie mary shoed her where her nose was, my mom hit me hard when we showed her. lol haha

showing us her mouth, RIGHT after showing us her nose, muahahaha

i finally got a cute bath picture,

have a wonderful day. and let the people you love, know it!

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-21T18:13:00

2004-11-22T02:16:17Z

alrighty, the movie "the polar express" is byfar the best christmas movie for children, i loved it! some of the movie actually looked real, like the people. Those animators are genuious for the way they made those characters look real.

i found a christmas music station, 92.5 you BES believe i am going to play that on the way to school.

in conclusion, my favorite holiday is christmas, nothing can bring ME down!

still waiting for your answers....

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-19T16:52:00

2004-11-20T00:53:25Z

bleh, i was trying to get a new lj, and i made it _marebear_ but when i try to edit it, it says i could not authenticated as a user, whatever that means. oh well, i guess i have to be stuck with this boring sn. bleh!!!

man today was kinda cool, i got 12 hours off of my 66 because the ladie pulled some strings for me, then i got 4 taken off because they marked me absent for the 12th, but i was here, and THEN i got 2 hours off for doing trash detail, so now i am down to 48, stupid christine and lia would walk against the wall so they would not have to be seen with me, lol.

this weekend should be fun, even though i will not be with my fwiends, i still get to go do shtuff!

alrighty ttyl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh, and if you have never talked to me before, and know only how i act by listening to other people, don't bother commenting. and telling me that I judge people, when i am not the one who comments on journals of people i don't even know.

thank you have a nice day!

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-16T22:16:00

2004-11-17T06:18:55Z

lol, my new kittie is blocking the screen, i think i am gonna name him skeeter. he is SO adorable, and fluffy, and he can kick the shit out of butter, lol.

hm what else is new? nothing much. what about all of you?

OH BULLETON!!

i need to know the answer of the question from lia, stephanie, dana, and christine!

what is your favorite type of desert?

annnddd, what would you want that is under 15 dollers? lol muahah!

answer or i will send skeeter to kill you!

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-14T10:49:00

2004-11-14T18:52:06Z

i love how some people think they are bad asses, i really do. when in reality, if they got confronted they would cry like a pussy.

anywhoo, once again i have fooled my mama, but whateva!

besides the fact that i now work at linens and things, i have nothing to write, only because i am grounded like a douch! bleh it sucks like whoa!

and what else? oh yea, you need to stop being gay, you KNOW who you are

thank you and have a nice day/evening/night

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-12T22:44:00

2004-11-13T06:52:29Z

hmm what to say!, well as of right now! i am grounded. but i am "e-mailing" soo yea, tonight was awsome! it was the game, we won.

and then around nine ish, i got the urge to kapaskapoy! lol only certain people know what that means!, so we go over there, and there is a schoool parking lot, soooo with some agrenalin (sp) i decided to try a donut, at first i did not succeed but then it was all good, so after leaving kapaskapoy's we went to this completely deserted area, with alot of streets and factories, and i did one of those airplane speaches IN a funny voice, and we took off, i did a 180, donuts, hit curbs soo hard we bumped, and lias feet were hanging out of the window, it was funny, i looked back and lia was like flying from stephanie, to her side, back to stephanie then upside down. it was funny. i did a HELLA sharp turn, idk how to even describe the skid mark

stupid trevor was at a concert or you KNOW he would be down wid us!, that would have been funny to have three people in the back. maybe next time, BUT we now know what gas money is going to be used for!

so anywhoo, saw hot ryan today in class, with his "friend" annnddd then we got to screw around in sixth period. when i played trick daddy everyone stopped and stared, it was funny

SO i went on my interview for linen and things, and i am now working there! i start on monday, YOU SHOULD GO THERE AND SAY HOW WONDERFUL I AM!

so me and stephanie and lia went to wendys to get food, and the first time around the girl goes "are you ready now?" and lia made fun of her so the girl on the headphones did it in an annoying voice, so we speeded out of there, counted our three dollers and twenty cents out (it was all in quarters, dimes, nickles, and pennys) and went back around, got the worst dirty look in my life and then complained about that bitch!, so yea, that is not in chronalogical order but its good

dana should have pics of me and lia on her journal. tehehe we got bored and started taking pics, and i have stephanie laugh down to a T muahahah and what else? thats about it i suppose, do not expect another update for a while, unless i can sneek on from now and then

I LOVE STEPHANIECHRISTINELIAANDDANA!

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-08T12:47:00

2004-11-08T20:53:42Z

so this weekend kicked ass, on saturday we helped set up a wedding, it was funny, we went to put balloons up and got introduced to helium ONCE again. we called trevor, matt and david. it was funny. then when we went in i asked this girl if she needed help and she said "no, but where were you" i replied as nicely as i could "oh, putting the balloons up on those two poles" "FOR 45 MINUTES?!" so i just shrugged and walked away, and so the rest of the night was full of dirty looks, both ways of course. and her mom calling us hicks.

but we got to eat safeway chicken, munster cheese *mmm*, and tainted soda.

after the wedding, we had to clean up so i was rolling the trash can to the dumpster, and as i was yelling "ITS GONNA FALL ITS GONNA FALL" lia and steph just kept walking, lol. so the WHOLE top portion fell off. it include plates, food, and plastic forks. so after i cleaned MOST of the mess up, we just helped out and all that.

the lerker (sp) was funny too. hahah

then sunday we woke up late, watched tv. and came home.

i have pictures but steph wants to edit them before posting them.

alrighty i am gonna go now soooo i will talk to you guys later!

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-03T18:20:00

2004-11-04T02:40:39Z

so today, was fun. we went to costoco and then back to stephs, got into some fights, and then went out for a drive, played secret sqrual (sp) with trevor, followed him to curts house, had fun talking to him on the phone, then we went to get stephanie

efore we came up with such saying as "i will cut your fucking peepee off!" lol

so we went, got our shtuff, and then went to the new homes with trev, that was fun, and here...for your vewing pleasure....pictures with my BEAUTIFUL camera, one which i have missed so much!

on the way to the new homes, trev got an itch. muahaha

stephanie and lia in stephs house, she looks like the devil, well she IS the devil!

trevor getting used to his NEW ROOM! lol j/k

sibling rivalry in the rocha residence. i see the pation in there eyes!

lia, showing us her good side. lol hahaha. this is ALSO in stephs house

trevor doing a flip onto stephs bed. that was cool

lia and trevor in the scary closet, some killer could EASILY hide in there. TOO scary if you ask me!oh, this is in LIAS guest house!

lia and stephanie showing the love on lias couch!

time out for lia! lol, this is in her pantry!

trevor "taking a load off" in lias bathtub, heh!

i think steph was gonna "wave" in this pick, it kinda looks like something else though....oh silly stephanie! goofball!

trevor playing MY grand piano, and lia admiring my BEAUTIFUL house!

lia, the futur president, thinking about trevors statement that he pooed his pance!

and THAT is my journal entry for you! i hope you felt like you were there christine! we wish you could have been!

flame_fairy @ 2004-11-02T20:20:00

2004-11-03T04:22:41Z

so yesterday was fun, it included phrases such as

"haha you got fingered"

"mary, give me kisses"

lol and such actions as stephanie falling off of a chair in a REALLY funny way, and stephanie making the shelf fall down

TODAY i played the sims, and we went and saw "saw" it was CRAZY but i loved how me,lia, and steph were like, unravling the plot outloud "oh it has to be him, and he is wairing the mask!" lol, i love those types of movies.

anywhooooooooooooooooooooo i am gonna go to school tomorrow, AND EVERY FUCKING DAY AFTER THAT! lol

alrighty that is all, gooday!

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-31T09:31:00

2004-10-31T17:39:26Z

man, last night kicked ASS! we went out to dinner at chili's which was good, and these two girls who did not work at chili's came up and sang to lia. we almost didnt pay, but decided to after pure chaos!! and then we came back home, went and visited blake, plaid a MEAN game of checkers (me and steph) and got kicked out of starbucks. I WON THE GAME because stephanie likes to make up STUPID rules out of NOWHERE! lol,

so after that we went and kidnapped trevor around......... twelvish? drove around for a while which was funny, i burned rubber!. so THEN! at one in the morning, we decided to go to sanfran, we called matt to see if he wanted to come but he was drunk and didnt believe we were actually going. we drove there going 90 an hour, and made it in almost 45 minutes!

we walked around, saw 13! gay guys, and stephanie tripped on a mystery substance, which turned out to be soggy bread. haha funny stuff. oh i forgot, once we got there i went to pop my trunk, aaaaaaaannnnnnnnd the damn thing wouldnt close again, we tried EVERY THING! so we just tied it down thanks to stephanies string, and we were on our way, after seeing these hella big chickens of course!

so we started walking, and we saw some really cool costumes and alot of furry animals.

so once we get back to the car after walking around for about an hour, we went down steep roads, which is hella fun, if u just let off the gas and you glide on down! lol, made and illigal turn down a one way street, but recovered!

and we came home around three a.m, dropped steph off and then me and lia LITTERALLY fell in bed and went to sleep

i still have my makeup on as we speak which makes me look like a whore

"hoochie: "i can't believe you called me a H O O C H I E"

quoted by christine rodregez "we remind me of a play, the show must go on!"

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-30T10:58:00

2004-10-30T18:02:26Z

last night was fun, the show wasnt THAT good, but we had fun there like we always do! lol, and then we went to in-n-out but after lia tried killing christine, lol j/k and then we got our grub on while making fun of blake! and then we fallowed christine to blakes house and almost got in a crash with her, lol. and then we went to the dance, checked it out, it sucked so we left. and then we went to davids, and that was some fun, got my revenge on lia for poking me NONE STOP! lol, (i tickled her feet, MUAHAHAHA) and then came home,

tonight was gonna be the party, buuuuuuuutdoesnt look that way anymore, its cool, it will happen another night.

hummina, next weekend is gonna be SO fun! alrighty, i am gonna go now. TTYL!

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-28T16:33:00

2004-10-28T23:35:46Z

traci

i have heard from someone that you wrote a entry about me, not a bad one but just a "no name" entry. i just want to say that i hope you have moved on, i honest-to-god hope you have. i hope you have found "true friends" that will stick with you through everything.

so this is my final good bye, this will be the last time you cross my mind, or last time your name comes up in my vocabulary.

thank you and good bye

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-26T13:14:00

2004-10-26T20:16:55Z

well, last night was both fun and frustrating, we lost our powderpuff game 6-8. but it was ok, i got to play most of the game that the offense was in. i have a bruise on my knee, a bruise on my arm, a bruise on my thigh, and a bruise on my back.

it was a good game though, i am glad they were hard.

alrighty, i am tired now

THANK YOU CHRISTINE, STEPHANIE, NATALIE, AND LIA FOR GOING TO MY GAME!! i amm sooooooooo happy you went, YOU HAVE NO IDEA!

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-24T17:54:00

2004-10-25T00:57:07Z

man, today was really really bad.

i lost my walet, soo that means i am down 70$ for insurance, 10$ for my ID cards, 10$ for a new social security card, and 15$ for my drivers liscence.

man this sucks beyond anyones knowledge. my mom was so mad she didnt yell, it was scary. there was not alot of talking in the car today. oh man, i have no clue to were i could loose it, it was at me when we were at the movies, but i think i lost it, cause it was not with me on the interview. meh, today sucked........ soooooo tomorrow no driving.

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-23T20:08:00

2004-10-24T03:14:23Z

i am thinking of quiting, why you ask, because i do not think it is necessary to work under a sexest iranian (sorry)

guess what i did today at work, scrub the floors (on my knees), scrubbing the sinks and washing dishes, guess what the guys did, sit around talking about this girl they boned.

well i don;t have to work tomorrow, i was sceduled from 12-3 but appearently he "needed someone better" so he switched my shift with this dude named gerardo who doesnt understand that if you put a container full of mushrooms in the sink, the water will get dirty, and the dishes won;t be clean.

one of my pet peives: when people say "i'm like" when they do something. sorta like when people say "i was gonna say" but more obnoxious. the women who interviewed me would always say that when she was doing something "ahhhhhh"..."i'm all aaaaaahhhh" really annoying after the 100th time.

so, mary is on a hunt, for a job, call it job hunting if you must.

oh, i am not the only asshole at work (someone told harry(my manager) i was an asshole) kyle, this weired dude, insists i go out and get all the dirty dishes inbetween calls, washing dishes, and scrubbing floors,

i asked if they needed help making pizzas *75 tickets, two people at the counter* and kyle says "no but we can sure use a clean area" and points to the dishes that are piled up. then as i was leaving raul said "damn man watch what you say" and kyle says "who gives a fuck what i say"

alrighty i am done for right now. and this would be my reason for quiting "for some reason i am under the impression i should be respected at my work place"

thank you and have a nice evening

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-21T21:44:00

2004-10-22T04:44:12Z

my life is about to change in the biggest way ever

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-20T19:39:00

2004-10-21T02:42:29Z

well yesterday was weired/awsome,

my car died, but i found out i can play powderpuff.

today was interesting i suppose,

saturday i have an interveiw with torrid, i am soo excited, i am hoping to keep both jobs, we will see how it goes.

this will be my third job in like half of a year, hahahaha

i cannot drink chocolate milk before bed, i get tooooooooooooo hyper.

soo natalie is not only a best friend stealer BUT also a lei stealer, YES LADIES AND GENTLE MEN, DO NOT TURN YOUR BACK ON YOUR BEST FRIENDS (THE PLASTIC KIND FROM MCDONALDS) NORE YOUR LEIS for natalie will steal them and give them back after you sweat.

thank you and have a nice day!

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-19T13:39:00

2004-10-19T20:45:19Z

what does your birth month reveal about you www.zenhex.com/users/quiz.php?id=1988

march

Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-17T11:01:00

2004-10-17T18:02:17Z

today is a beautiful day! i mean the best day ever!!!!

it may not be a good thing for others, but for me it is...i have successfully learned how to repres my fealings. i hope that goes ok!

work 12-3 u should go down there and make my day!

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-15T20:00:00

2004-10-16T03:09:28Z

man i love my neice

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-15T15:16:00

2004-10-15T22:17:25Z

yesterday was fun, we went to stephs house for lunch, tried to open her window, so after we discovered she was not in her room, me and lia decided to head to the comp. room. we scared here, and least i think/hope.so then after school, we go to the new homes which are AMAZING! i will update with pictures later, me and lia had orgasms over them, the HIGHEST priced house was eight hundred thousand dollers!! i was in shock!

so then i came home, we went and got lillia and came home, my car was FILLED with baby stuff, and so we came to my house, nat came over and she helped me set up the crib in my room, i almost started cussing at it, lol i was SO pissed off. so then after that crazy ordeal we ate bread sticks and laughed at lillia, so nat left and we gave the little one a bottle and she went to sleep,

so this morning with NO sleep at all, me, my mom, and lillia went to get lillias pictures taken. she looked SOOO FUCKING CUTE! i have the proofs, i may bring them to school or something

so tonight is the show but idk if i want/can go, i am tired AND jodi, jerry, my mom, and i may go out to eat...who knows.

so all in all, I LOVE MY NEICE!!!!!! and if i could have it my way she would live with us.

steph and i have kick ass neices, they are gonna rule the school one day. i am thinking they can be total bitches!!! lol
alrighty bye!

flame_fairy @ 2004-10-11T20:19:00

2004-10-12T03:19:39Z